updates

1/12/2025: was inspired to do my first questionnaire cus of human finny -> read here

26/11/2025: i bought something expensive and stupid and i'm gonna get in trouble

25/11/2025: hold AWN!? i started a tiktok right, and i searched myself in the searchbar and it only shows tiktoks of people talking about being needy and ovulating?????
what the fuck.
what the fuck. now im nervous, have ppl (not on tiktok, im not getting searches) but ppl on here and online, have they thought that was the connotation with the name "beingofheat"?!?!?!? i swear on my life and everyone i love its not, what the heck have i done omg. i must sound like a horny maniac, i just love fire and being warm, that was the inspo and meaning of my name :sob: what the heckkkkkkkkkkkkuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhh

23/11/2025: wow i was so busy yesterday i didnt even blog to give my thoughts on my release.
ppl have only been sweet, its crazy - thank u all on here (and outsiders) sm. i got compliments that i had to screenshot cus i couldnt believe my eyes :')

also, posted my first tiktok yesterday and part of me is happy no one has seen it n part of me not, cus holyyyy shit - it's kinda embarrassing when it shouldnt feel like that? i have to get used to it.

20/11/2025: i have a bad habit of comparing myself from time to time and i'm feeling rly sad rn.
later: i'm so HAPPY. i'm done mastering!!!!! sending it through my distributor now - along with as if. some ppl told me they didnt have soundcloud and i thought why not just put it on there with Caldera instead of never? i'm gonna have so much FREEDOM creating fun things on my website finally, art yada yada although i'm shit at song art but its whatever atp

18/11/2025: grrr... it's fucking criminal of my brother to make me sick now, i can feel the symptoms already........ 2 months in a row mind u

17/11/2025: song currently taking up 20gb, largest one so far

16/11/2025: my face is so so cold

15/11/2025: mmmm i just love waking up to the sound of my parents being misogynistic towards women who are tomboyish through the walls! just the best.

14/11/2025: 3rd night in a row that i cant sleep, never suffered this bad. its 5am rn, i went to bed at 11am yday..... im so hungry too, i should just eat.

11/11/2025: i decided to not put Caldera out today; it felt too rushed n too unfinished for a song i like this much to just be put out. ill release smth 11/11 next year thats going to be sick.
anyways..... so its coming out 22/11 instead, thats a satisfying date too.... mhm..
extra: this site is clearly a work in progress, and im having so much fun with it now

7/11/2025: not done with Caldera at all; need to finish recording vocals, need to finish mixing vocals, need to finish mixing all the instruments and what not, i wanna add more fx, need to master it.... comes out 11/11 somehow???